This isn't a survey.

It's going to ask you things nobody usually asks someone moving at your pace. Some of them will feel uncomfortably accurate. That's the point.

The only way this works is if you answer what's actually true — not what sounds good, not what you'd say in a room. The impressive answer and the honest answer are probably not the same one right now.

You already know something is off. This is going to help you name it.